very LatE le Go SLeep ba .. tmL stiLl NEEd to Go SchOOl
just treat that my mood wasnt there for the day ba
hiax... maybe just becoz of my periods ba .. hopefully i knw u still will never realize ... this place .. where we always tag our unhappiness... even if u found .. it always so late
hopE U din do the same thing JUst like the PAST .. OFFliNe wIthOut teLLing Mi .. THats
really dishearten mi '
dear when will ur reaction be more auto .... ????
In this lovely nite, I pray 2 the blue moon 2 protect U thru the nite, the wind 2 blow away ur stress N the twinkle stars 2 guide U the way, sweet dreams G00d Nite
:confused: this one dno count becoz im the wan who sms u first
is my hint so unclear ?
R: is for red. RED: is for blood BLOOD: is for heart HEART: is for love LOVE: is for you YOU: is for me ME: is for you. (((I MISS YOU)))
i think U will not get what I'm trying to say .. but .... or is my exception ? that u think is too high ??? all i wan is to talk to u .. but is like do hard ... i made the first move..
: how many moves u want mi to go ?? right now is no longer the same in the past . is very fragile ,,if something really happen it might nt be recover so easily
seriously now since we are in the different school . now i really believe that environment do change a person . is just the matter of time . especially in a unfamiliar places. I am trying to be more independent . the more I am independent ,, the more i will shade myself depend inside mi . now no longer being the same as before .....just to protect myself from been hurt ,i guess....
DO u know that you are driving me crazy ?????? how curler........ ....u urself did changed with out realizing it ... did u............?
All the waiting, missing .. everything HAd increase my jalousies n everything do knw that ... how bout U ??? OVER there KEEP blaming ur self n nt talking to me .. MAde mi like im the one who should be blame for everything? indeed TrUE that im Being the fire starter .. all i wan is been pamper .....
I hate gals talking to U ! so wat u say U are nt being popular among guys doesnt means that ur not attractive
IM really DAMM jealous...n looking down on myself .. sometime i think that im not competitive as you ....when U happen to saw ur friend specially from ur school .. it rise my dark side ...especially when they hit the KEY word "STUDY"/"SCHOOL".... I just feel like hiding in a hole .....
YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND HOW LONG I HAVE KEEP ALL THIS FEELING INSIDE ME . BECOZ U ARE U N NOT ME ..how painful...
OR may be have have slowly becoming your shadow without knowing it ???
time:12.11am (26june08) both of us were only but yet u still taking no action.. hints is always my weapon.. but .silent is always your deference with i always can not break through ..while music that u listen to will be the hint tat u trying to express or hint to mi ...
I have give in DIN I ? expressing my self but right nw ur like wanting to be spoon feed....HOW long will all this things going to carry on ? I DNO KNW ... FOR now ..IM really HURT Deeply without pain? IF all u can do is blaming yourself .... is expected from u ........
right now i shall sleep..... n not bother u ..since u din realize it,,, even if u notice ... it would be right now ur schooling or .. not knowing wat to text back .......
pardon ME for saying all this ... I WILL NOT BE FRAGILE ever again ......
GooD NigHT Sweet DREam .. the words that u WONT text to me tonight ....MUACKZ
