I have no idea why , suddenly i felt so emo out of the sudden. I guess because of the HAPPENING .. around ... MI.... right now my computer . is leaving me alone .... becoz"he" is R.I.P and to save "he" is need a sum of money which will " burn my finger" , I dno one to even to think about the matter but then there is a saying " you can RUn but U can't hide " .
I can tell that Dear is trying to help mi solve the problem , while my mum is finding "Doctor" for "him"...
what i can say is like , MONEY really made people headache / PK at the same time . or even emotionally breakdown...
This time tears almost fall into the ground , with the music that were played at the same time , while trying to express my feeling to U . whom i can't express through face-to-face. OR just to write in the form of dairy which can make mi feel better..
This coming monday , my mum ask mi to bring "him" to check up then if there is need to repair the range should not be more then $200.. if is more then this price then she might consider buying a labtop through installment . which I dno really agree with that becoz . I know my mum will DO whatever she say just to let me have the things that I wanted or NEED ....
Sometimes things , doesn't go the way U wanted ? This is what we call LIFE... learning, going throught hardship exprenicing and to gain exprenice which allows you to be marture or give you wisdom that you can't buy ?
I'm not too sure , what do we need to undergo hardship etc... to achieve something that we had never though of aimming it . I'm not trying to do a personal recount over here, but ,I just want to let the FUTURE me , to know that Im reminding myself that IM doing a script about what I feel right now , and to see if my VIEW is still the same ?
I might not know , HOw the future looks like , nor where will I be /be with but right now , as long as a got a pile or a shoulder who can support me when im DOwn . IM GRATEFUL with this GREATEST GIFT ... which have given to me .
GOLDEN WORDS: treasure the people around you , BEfore you can't treasure THEM ...
